This kind of attitude I like...

Splash

Juana de Arco, I love it

What is she thinking about

I just like this picture and her beautiful face.

My wishes are simple and round the corner

OK, I know I keep going around the same. This first part of the holiday at my parents in this island is like this. I am just being a very good girl. I am not having a bad thought, not even one about drinking a glass of champagne or taking a line or anything like that.... it sounds over and it feels great, just after 20 months after the shock.
I go jogging every single day, I stay home, I sleep, I eat healthy.....
But what keeps me mostly excited is that second part of the holiday on the New Year, on another island, and that's why I publish these kind of pictures once more.

She's sooooooo right

Feliz Nochebuena (morning time)

It feels like a very nice attitude to start a special day like today. Nochebuena. Cooking time in the morning, to make dinner ready. I just love it.

I don't know what's going on with me

No sabría cómo describir mi estado, creo que he vuelto a enamorarme de él como cuando nos conocimos hace ahora dos años. Siento la misma ilusión, la misma fuerza por dentro, tengo la misma tranquilidad, la misma alegría, la misma paz, fortaleza... Ahora es, sin embargo, mucho mejor: no hay drogas, ni alcohol, ni sustancias que nublen mi cabeza. Sólo estamos nosotros y todo es limpio y puro. A veces parecemos dos adolescentes que se van a ir de excursión de fin de curso.

Queremos estar juntos y jugar, reirnos, disfrutar. Es como si tuvieramos tanto por descubrir. Antes estabamos anestesiados, ahora nos hemos despertado y vivimos con una plenitud dificil de explicar para quien no pasó por esto.

Me hace feliz.

Inspiring New Year!

We'll be like honeymooners in that fantastic hotel in that beautiful island. I feel in love.

My New Year's plan.................

Papagayo Beach, Lanzarote

My homage to Mr. Polansky

I am sure he likes Abbey Lee, if he's seen her....
isn't amazing...... ? On these pictures by Greg Kadel she's got that air from N. Kinsky... so to Mr. Roman, let him free!

Tomorrow starts my holiday......................

I cannot wait! It is going to be an island holiday. From island to island, from East to South........ what an exciting plan, I really can't wait

My home

But who's arms.......
He doesn't want to be my home, I can feel it.

4444 is back..... yes this is a code

and I am very happy, I sent him this pics to cheer him up saying "¿cara o........ c---?"

Waiting..... again

48 hours to see him, counting down........

Like her, like me...... out of my mind

I do recognize myself on those pictures of Laetitia. That's is one of my problems with him. He comes to see me and he takes all my strenght out, sometimes I loose dignity, I become a little doll in his hands, I just want him to hold me, to love me. I want to loose my mind in between his strongs arms, throught sex. That gives him a power that still I can't handle.... and time after time I end up like you see her on the pics.......... out of my mind

El cariño

Estos mimos son demasiado caros, creo que tienen un precio que no me compensa pagar. Las faltas de respeto nunca están justificadas, ni las chulerías ni los dardos envenenados.

No sé si quiero volver a verme asi. El caso es que siempre vuelvo a caer, siempre pico de nuevo.
Soy idiota
Y estoy falta de cariño. Del de un hombre, quiero decir.

Winter holiday.... never looked so warm

Karmen Pedaru for T magazine

Two beauties

The ideal couple for W magazine. (Too much alcohol tough!)

Frizz water and lobster to celebrate.....

Life and forthcoming Christmas are wonderful without alcohol. Yeah.